Call it Flip Flop or what you will. Call it hesitation or weakness in the face of adversity. Knowing what I know about myself, I call it a calculated move. I am struggling with my IMCA decision. My struggles are both mental, physical and financial. I stare down +$700 plane ticket and a +$500 hotel reserve.
I stare down my own abilities ... can I do it? ... More importantly, do I want to do it? I have completed 1 Full Ironman Race. Is that enough? And to whom?
The questions echo every day. The answer is in some sort of spades ... but which way it falls, I know not.